I don't even know where to begin or what to title this post.
Last appointment, we learned the AFP was high. After scans on Thursday, we now know why. Cancer is alive and well in James body. There are two new tumors (one in the abdomen, one above the bladder), new lymph node involvement, and a new place to monitor on the liver. The words that broke my heart the most "progression of disease". This disease is putting up on heck of a fight.
James is about to start his 5th cocktail of chemotherapy. There will be new side effects, new meds.
My sweet husband is handling this news just fine. He is laying in bed waiting to start chemo.
I wish I could be more like him...I am devastated, heartbroken. I need prayer for strength to carry on for my husband.